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Monday, March 21, 2011


Tonnes of hatrat towards u. But I've to create peace between us. If u use ur pea brain to think. U should know tat u are only in good terms with those new birds in the company. Sad to say tat ur "new friend" is only on ur side for not more than a week? Alright. I shouldnt be so cek ark. Let's say one month then.

Do u see how Important u are in our company? U are the greatest bitch for us to have a topic to always talk about. The greatest bitch for us to laugh at. The greatest bitch for us to long for a punch in ur plastic face. In short ur the greatest bitch in our life.

U use ur pea brain to fark someone who is more INTELLIGENT den u. i understand becoz ur pea brain can contain only certain amount of knowledge. Tat's why when other ppl do something u don't know u fark them.

U declared tat u need longer hours to get dressed. Understood!!! Becoz ur lazier then everyone. Becoz ur face is very uneven. It takes hours to make it just presentable. And lastly. Becoz u walk damn farking slow. Even if u tried to walk fast. Either ur legs are fat and short or u are simply too heavy to even move.

If punching ppl in the face till someone go hospital is not against the law. I'll make sure u wake up in a coffin not knowing tat ur in hell already.


blah.blah. 12:44 AM



Monday, August 02, 2010


so many things i wish i can say.
in the pass i post it here.
now i don't think i can anymore.
=[[

currently feeling =[[
i can just link anything happened to the person i don't like..
making me hate that person more more more more.
when can this idiot dream end? i will definitely not remember this part of my life.
its too farked up. and i wish i can vend my frustration about her existence out on something. something which i've yet to decide. maybe slap her, buy punching bag, find someone to end her life.. thoughts..

thoughts.. thoughts should/must/will/may/could come true. choose one.


blah.blah. 12:47 AM



Tuesday, June 29, 2010


got no time for myself..
everyday work like fark.
starting to love spending time with my family.
i wish i can off on every weekend.
but seems so impossible. unless i quit?

feel so lonely in my work place..
got no one to turn to..
got no to share my inner thoughts.
even though ppl are willing to hear.
but they are just like a loud haler to me..

some thing is so wrong when i work..
i just want everything like i thought.
work and get paid..
but its not as innocent as before..
as in this outlet changed so much..
regardless of the ppl or the environment..
maybe ppl change because of the environment..
or maybe the environment changed the ppl..

don't like the attention of customers..
almost everyday the same question shoot at me..
can i plant some moustache so tat i can look more matured?
everything seems to be so irritating..
but i can't SHOUT OUT!
I WANT TO PUNCH YOU IN UR FACE!!
i want to slap you!!

好人也会累. 更何况我又不是好人.
我想大声喊我很凡!!!!


blah.blah. 2:18 AM



Sunday, February 07, 2010


i said: be happy in your world. i know you don't wish to leave your friends. but i'm sure you can make new friends very soon. you must continue to move on. we will move on too. but you will always be in our heart. we will meet up and talk to you like before. we may forget you when we are really busy with work or studies. but somehow when we pass by places we've hangout before. you will be missed.

i know you will feel scared, but you must be strong. you can make it. if you still have anything to say to the rest of us. you can bao meng to me. i'll definitely tell them what you want to say.

some greedy thoughts said: if you can. bless us. and po pi we do not get caught by NEA.


i just said the main part to you all. ask her to be happy. because i told her that much things to do.


blah.blah. 6:18 PM



Friday, February 05, 2010


things i hope i can cope with are actually things that i'm afriad of doing.
nothing seems to be handy to me. will make a fool out of it.

as i get older. simple things becomes complicated.
courage and confidence will slowly run away from me.

i was damn discouraged. upset. despair. lifeless. empty. dead. towards the end of 2009.
the feeling is like living in a room alone for weeks without communicating with anyone.
too many things running in your head at the same time. close to being crazy. you hope you can pour everything out to someONE. but there's just no ONE around you.
could only close my eyes tight and pray for a better year a head.

until now i still believe 2010 is better and will be more than what i wish.


blah.blah. 3:28 AM



Thursday, February 04, 2010


i'm 20 years old.
i'm still doing nothing.

i don't know what's my goal.
i don't know what you want.

but i know that i like you. =]]


blah.blah. 4:08 AM



Tuesday, March 03, 2009


money is always participating in every second of our life.
even when we are alseep. we use fan/ air cond/ bed/ mattress etc.

have you ever thought of some which may be quite lame to some people
but its worth trying.
the question is:
how much does your clothes and accesories that you were wearing today cost?
singlet $25
jacket $20
bums $50
underwear + undershirt $70
slippers $20
ring $25
__________________________
TOTAL $210

all prices rounded up.

if you are free can tag me and tell me yours.
hahhaha


blah.blah. 8:52 AM




不要bu yao shuo hua - eason chen
owner!

JaYvEn
19
O+ bung +O
SP
18 Jan 1990
Capricorn

Loves..
+My racket
+My bed
+Doraemon
+Blue, black, white
+Watching tv/movie
+Pool
+Badminton
>>MORE


I WANT!!

`be happy all day long.
`people around me to be happy N healthy.


listen la!

BuYaoShuoHua
EasonChen


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